03-15-24

ECCLESIOLOGICAL ETCHINGS
March 15, 2024
A number of years ago, I was asked the question, “How old were you when you first really understood the Jesus message?” My answer then would be my answer now: “I am still trying to determine the Jesus message.” It’s not that I have no experience of its beauty and transformative power, but it’s as if the depth of this message is growing exponentially as I am taking minuscule steps in my exploration. Sometimes people seek peace in their claim of absolute understanding, but for me, the immeasurable breadth and depth of divine love brings peace simply because I cannot fathom an end or conclusion to it. If I thought I could measure it and explain it, then peace would slip further and further away. As absurd as it may sound, I find peace in my inability to grasp the fullness of God’s love because the moment I think I really understand it will be the moment I really don't understand it.

All I can say is, “Wow!” as I experience your love, O Lord, and I’m ok with a ‘wow’ for now. Amen.